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Je' taime, Love Always. Let's see, I'm Azizul. Sweetness flows through my veins and dance is my life. Let's dance together and forever. 19 at the moment. Eggcrack on 22nd December 1990. Driving a blue Honda Fit. Learning photography. MSN: azizul14@hotmail.com Living in the west but finds the atmosphere in the east way much better. 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I guess with my sore eyes, I still went. I really want to watch the movie. I have to say that the movie is very alike, like Cloverfield. A movie solely based on a video camera concept. It is a very scary movie, some parts of it. But most of it made me laugh...LOL...People were screaming in the cinema...Hehe...But I still must mention that the movie was not satisfactory....A good movie, but the ending was just disappointing. But still, a must watch...Catch it... Well, as for the weekends, quite boring I say. Due to my sore eyes, I could not go out much. Stayed home most of the time. Got rest. I really hope can get back to school tomorrow. But if I can't, I will be back on Tuesday. For UT and to meet my beloved friends. Miss them like crazy. And yes, can't wait to meet my new friend. Haha...Will do my best to return. It's just that my health has taken the best of me this semester. But I am fighting it. And yes, got myself three new Xbox 360 games. Especially Need For Speed: Undercover. I am busy playing that game, having fun, killing time...Haha... Will do my best to come back...But will be back on Tuesday for sure...Take Care Everyone...Miss You All So Much... XOXO...<3 Labels: Full Recovery On The Way Thursday, November 27, 2008 1:00 AM Really Blessed / It's Over Wow...well, was on MC today, the last of three days. It's been boring rather, staying home. Simply because I have the flu and sore eyes. Can't believe it. Well, with proper medication, everything is getting better. Hope I can get back to school tomorrow. Look at me. I'm wearing shades everywhere I go, so I don't spread it to anyone. Cool huh...wore those even for breakfast with my mom this morning. I'm just at home, resting and killing time. At the same time, revising school work...LOL...Well, can't wait to get back to school. Hope I do not get sick anymore. Well, it's in the hands of God, but I am gonna take care of myself now. Oh ya, at the same time...I am really blessed right now. I made a great new friend yesterday...Wene. She is really adorable and very hilarious...Haha. Love her use of language, cute I must say. Well, I just hope this new friendship lasts long, even though it has just started. Whatever it is, I am truly blessed to be able to get to know her. She is just great and very attractive, I must admit...Hehe. It's just awesome chatting with her. And yes, I have been watching many music videos on YouTube and I finally found this: An incredible song and a very interesting concept for a video: Jesse McCartney - It's Over (Verse 1:) We've run out of words, we've run out of time. We've run out of reasons, really why we together? We both know it's over baby bottom line. It's best we don't even talk at all. Don't call me even if I should cross your mind. Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages. Let's just call it quits it's probably better. So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause'... Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door. I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore. I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone. Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialled'. (Chorus:) Cause it's over. Girl you know it's over this time. So when you call I'm pressin' seven. Don't wanna hear your messages messages. I'm tryna erase you from my mind. 'Cause it's over. I swear girl it's over this time. So don't keep callin', leavin' messages. Don't wanna know where you been. Baby 'cause it's over. (Verse 2:) I still wake up every morning quarter to ten. I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table. I can't even remember how long it's been. No trouble stayin' occupied. Oh I ask about you whenever I come around. I do what I can not to put my business in the streets. Last thing I need's another episode. Keep conversation short and sweet because... 'Cause I'm not comin' back. I'm closing the door. I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore. I got the picture phone, baby your picture's gone. Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialled'. (Chorus:) Cause it's over. Girl you know it's over this time. So when you call I'm pressin' seven. Don't wanna hear your messages messages. I'm tryna erase you from my mind. 'Cause baby it's over. I swear girl it's over this time. So don't keep callin' leavin' messages. Don't wanna know where you been. Baby 'cause it's over. (Bridge:) You know that it's over when the burnin' and the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore. And you know that you're through when she don't do to you. And move you like the way she moved ya before. And you wanna pull her close. But your heart has froze. You kiss her but her eyes don't close. Then she goes out of your heart forever. And it hurts you but you know that it's better. (Chorus:) Girl you know it's over. Girl you know it's over this time. So when you call I'm pressin' seven. Don't wanna hear your messages messages. I'm tryna erase you from my mind. 'Cause it's over. I swear girl it's over this time. So don't keep callin' leavin' messages. Don't wanna know where you been. Baby 'cause it's over'. Cause it's over. Girl you know it's over this time. So when you call I'm pressin' seven. Don't wanna hear your messages messages. I'm tryna erase you from my mind'. Cause it's over. I swear girl it's over this time. So don't keep callin' leavin' messages. Don't wanna know where you been. Baby 'cause it's over... I swear I seriously love this song and especially the video. This song is the definite sex. This dude makes awesome love songs. So everyone enjoy....see you all soon. You're definitely missed. But nothing is over yet. :) XOXO...<3 Labels: Ain't Over Yet Wednesday, November 26, 2008 12:00 AM I Can't Sleep Cause It's Your Special Day Happy 18th Birthday, Nydia Lim Wei Ling God gave a gift to the world when you were born — a person who loves, who cares, who sees a person’s need and fills it, who encourages and lifts people up, who spends energy on others, rather than herself, someone who touches each life she enters, and makes a difference in the world, because ripples of kindness flow outward as each person you have touched, touches others. Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday, because you are a special treasure for all that you’ve done. May the love you have shown to others return to you, multiplied.I wish you the happiest of birthdays, and many, many more,so that others have time to appreciate you as much as I do. Just a simple poem for you. Dearest Nydia, a very happy birthday to you. Next month, will be the 8th month I know you. I must say, you're a great friend and I am honoured and blessed to be able to know you. I really am. Being your friend was a choice, and I knew I made the right one. You're truly a great friend. Well, all I can say is, enjoy the day specially made for you. I wish you all the best in everything and may you have a blessed year and for years to come. A very happy birthday to you. I may not know my feelings for you anymore right now, but I am just blessed that I met you and got to know you. You're really someone special, someone that I could not ask for, but I am estatic to know you. Happy Birthday To You...You're Truly Beautiful <3 Really hope you like the gift :) And I dedicate this great song to you on your special day: Craig David - Insomnia (Verse 1:) I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love. But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush. Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up. When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough. I've been a fool, girl I know. Didn't expect this is how things would go. Maybe in time, you'll change your mind. Now looking back, I wish I could rewind. (Chorus:) Because I can't sleep till you're next to me. No I can't live, without you no more. Oh I stay up till you're next to me. Till this house feels like it did before. Feels like insomnia ah ah. Feels like insomnia ah ah. Feels like insomnia ah ah. Feels like insomnia ah ah. (Verse 2:) Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love. You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust. And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us. But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up. I've been a fool (fool), girl I know.(know) Didn't expect this is how things would go. Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind.(mind) Now looking back I wish I could rewind. (Chorus:) Because I can't sleep till you're next to me. No I can't live, without you no more, (without you no more) Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me) Till' this house feels like it did before. (Because it) Feels like insomnia ah ah. Feels like insomnia ah ah. Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah). Feels like insomnia ah ah. (Bridge:) Ah, I just can't go to sleep. Cause it feels like I've fallen for you. It's getting way too deep. And I know that it's love because... (Chorus:) I can't sleep till you're next to me. No I can't live, without you no more. (without you no more) Oh I stay up till you're next to me.(to me) Till this house feels like it did before. Feels like insomnia ah ah. Feels like insomnia ah ah. Feels like insomnia ah ah. Feels like insomnia ah ah. Feels like insomnia ah ah. Feels like insomnia ah ah. Feels like insomnia ah ah. Feels like insomnia ah ah. Craig David is back. Yes... He's back with his Greatest Hits album. And also, with a new single, Insomnia. Here's the song and the video. A great love song to an awesome dance tune. Fantastic. I dedicate this to all the people I love, especially the birthday girl. I am so gonna get this album as well.... :) XOXO...<3 Labels: Happy 18th, Till You're Next To Me Tuesday, November 25, 2008 2:55 AM Beverly Hills Chihuahua Well, a short post for today. Watched this movie today. A great movie I must say. Humour and quite an interesting storyline. I would give it a rating of 3 out of 5 stars. However, hearing animals talk still spooks me out but I guess that is what makes the entire movie amazing. Catch it everyone. :) And Happy Birthday to my good primary school friend, Zulfadli. XOXO...<3 Labels: Papi Monday, November 24, 2008 10:01 PM Let It Rock Kevin Rudolf ft. Lil' Wayne - Let It Rock (Verse 1 : Kevin Rudolf) I see your dirty face. High behind your collar. What is done in vain. Truth is hard to swallow. So you pray to God. To justify the way you live a lie. Live a lie. Live a lie. And you take your time. And you do your crime. Well you made your bed, I’m in mine. (Chorus) Because when I arrive, I, I bring the fire. Make you come alive. I can take you higher. What this is, forgot?I must now remind you. Let It Rock. Let It Rock. Let It Rock. (Verse 2: Kevin Rudolf) Now the son’s disgrased. He, who knew his father. When he cursed his name. Turned, and chased the dollar. But it broke his heart. So he stuck his middle finger. To the world. To the world. To the world. And you take your time. And you stand in line. Well you’ll get what’s yours. I got mine. (Chorus) (Verse 3: Lil Wayne) Yeah! Wayne’s world. Planet Rock. Panties drop. And the tops. And she gonna rock ’til the camera stop. And I sing about angels like Angela (rock). And Pamela (rock). And Samantha (rock). And Amanda (rock). And Tamara (rock). Manger Moi. I'm in here like bitch what’s up. Mechanic, me, I can fix you up. I can f*** you up. I can f*** you down. Shorty we can go wherever just pick a town. And the jewelry is louder than an engine sound. Big ass rocks like off the ground. Dirty like socks that’s on the ground. Weezy... (Chorus)(x2) Just Let It Rock. Let It Rock. Let It Rock. Let It Rock. Let It Rock. (Lil Wayne)I’m back like I forgot somethin'. I’m somethin'. Rulin Rock rubbin’ rap runnin’. Miles like I’m trying to get a flat stomach. Like Wayne, the personal trainer. My aim is perfect I’ll bang ya. Period, like the remainder. (Kevin Rudolf) I wish I could be. As cruel as you. And I wish I could say. The things you do. But I can’t and I won’t live a lie. No, not this time. Kevin Rudolf...Wow...An awesome rock song fused with Hip-hop. Fantastic. And Lil' Wayne at that. Just great. Enjoy everyone. :) Me In Class...For Fun XOXO...<3 Labels: I'll Bring The Fire Sunday, November 23, 2008 11:25 PM Right Now (Na Na Na) Akon - Right Now (Na Na Na) (Verse 1:) It's been so long, that I haven't seen your face. I'm tryna' be strong. But the strength I have is washing away. It won't be long, before I get you by my side. And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you. Tell you what's been on my mind. (Chorus:) I wanna make up right now.(Na Na) I wanna make up right now.(Na Na) Wish we never broke up right now. (Na Na) We need to link up right now. (Na Na) I wanna make up right now. (Na Na) I wanna make up right now. (Na Na) Wish we never broke up right now. (Na Na) we need to link up right now. (Na na) (Verse 2:) Girl I know, mistakes were made between us two. And we show, ourselves that night. Even said some things weren't true. Why'd you go and haven't seen my girl since then. Why can't it be the way it was? Cause you were my homie, lover and friend. (Chorus:) I wanna make up right now.(Na Na) I wanna make up right now. (Na Na) Wish we never broke up right now. (Na Na) We need to link up right now. (Na Na) I wanna make up right now. (Na Na) I wanna make up right now. (Na Na) Wish we never broke up right now. (Na Na) We need to link up right now. (Na Na) (Bridge:) I can't lie. I miss you much. Watching everyday that goes by. I miss you much. Till I get you back. I'm gonna try. Yes I miss you much. You are the apple of my eye. Girl I miss you much I miss you much. I can't lie. I miss you much. Watching everyday that goes by. I miss you much. Till I get you back. I'm gonna try. Yes I miss you much .Yes you are the apple of my eye. Girl I miss you much. I miss you much. (Chorus:) I wanna make up right now. (Na Na) I wanna make up right now. (Na Na) Wish we never broke up right now. (Na Na) We need to link up right now. (Na Na) I wanna make up right now. (Na Na) I wanna make up right now. (Na Na) Wish we never broke up right now. (Na Na) We need to link up right now. (Na Na) I want you to fly with me, want you to fly. I miss how you lie with me, miss how you lie. Just wish you could dine with me, wish you could dine with me. One that would grind with me, one that would grind with me. I want you to fly with me, want you to fly. I miss how you lie with me, Ohh miss how you lie. Just wish you could dine with me, wish you could dine. One that would grind with me, Ohh One that would grind. (Chorus:) I wanna make up right now. (Na Na) I wanna make up right now. (Na Na) Wish we never broke up right now. (Na Na) We need to link up right now. (Na Na) I wanna make up right now. (Na Na) I wanna make up right now. (Na Na) Wish we never broke up right now. (Na Na) We need to link up right now. (Na Na) Akon's New Song & Video....I Love It...Na Na Na...From his upcoming album, Freedom. I am so gonna get this album...Enjoy Everyone :) XOXO...<3 Labels: Freedom Saturday, November 22, 2008 7:30 AM Updating My Life Me Webcaming In Class...LOL OK...What can I say?...I have not been updating. Guess I'm doing so now. It's been a whole week. Well, what has been happening?...I guess it is just school. Despite whatever I have been going through, I still must go on with life. With positivity and perseverance. Going to school and working hard. No complaints. I am doing my best for everything now. School and life. About love, I am not giving up on that yet. I am taking it slow and I do hope I find the right someone soon. I am just gonna be patient and strive for the best. Other than that, new happenings in my life. I finally got back my Xbox 360 from the repair shop after 3 months it went for repair. You know what?...I bought new games for the past two weeks. Here they are: Guitar Hero: World Tour & Saints Row 2 The Guitar And The Drum Set Plus The Microphone I tell you...both games are just awesome. I am simply enjoying myself, playing these games, especially Guitar Hero. The experience of playing with the controller and the actuall game set is totally different. I am like totally jamming with my bro every single day after school. Awesome. With songs like Misery Business and What I've Done...what more fun could I have?...LOL...I am just waiting to find the right time to invite my friends to my house so we can jam together...Anyone interested?.... Well, that's all I have so far. Spending time with my classmates and friends in school and my beloved family at home. I guess your loved ones make everything better. I love everyone. And ya, I've changed my blog song to Year Of The Lover, by Lloyd. A great song, very beautiful. It is definitely the year of the lover for me. I am a lover I must say. A sincere one...Hehe...Take care everyone. [VERSE 1] This one for the radio [x4]. Don't make plans for dinner. Im'ma put you up on the stove. And take off all of your clothes. Girl watch me cook. Until you get nice and tender. You ain't going no where tonight. I'm holding you hostage. So bring it front and center. We bout to get up. And I might mess up your make-up but I don't care how you look. Cause I know I found winner. I hope your ready to run your victory lap. [CHORUS] This is the year of the lover. Let's make a baby, let's do something crazy. Let's reach out and love one another. Ohh ohh ohh yeah yeah. This is the year of the lover. Let's make a baby, let's do something crazy. Let's reach out and love one another. Some lyrics from the song. Enjoy :) XOXO...<3 Labels: Year Of The Lover Saturday, November 15, 2008 6:44 AM Madagascar With Amanda School on Friday. As usual. Computing module. But, it was VB codes all over again. Lost at the start but got the hang of it later. All-in-all, was not a difficult day, working well with team mates and just having a great day. Quite a number of absentees. Even Jane was not present. Had to just continue with the day I guess. After school, went to Jurong Point to meet my family. Had dinner and watched this movie. Madagascar 2: Escape To Africa. I must say, an awesome movie. Very hilarious and simply a joy to watch. So much humour. An amazing movie I say again. Ultimately, a great day. :) XOXO...<3 Labels: I Like To Move It Friday, November 14, 2008 5:55 PM Bum Bum Bee Dum Dum Dum Bee Dum Dum Yesterday, was the greatest night of all nights. Went to the Singapore Indoor Stadium for this. The Rihanna World Tour 2008. And I must say, it was just an awesome concert. The Atmosphere Of The Stadium...A Larger Crowd Than Expected Went with my cousin again, as I could not go with the person I wanted to go with the most. He is really lucky, 2 concerts in a row for him...LOL The concert did not start that late, I must say. Rihanna was completely awesome. She looked so amazing that night. She is truly beautiful I must say. The stage was so cool. The best I've seen so far. Rihanna performed super fantastic that night. She performed Disturbia, Rehab, Unfaithful, Pon De Replay, Don't Stop The Music, SOS, Shut Up And Drive and everyone's favourite, Umbrella. She also performed Live Your Life, Hate That I Love You and Break It Off. And so much more. Rihanna even did a costume change. Amazing. Overall, a spectacular concert and performance. She is really beautiful, especially her eyes. Couldn't stop gazing at them. A masterpiece. I love Rihanna. After that great event, my dad picked us up and we had McDonald's, Drive-Thru style. Fantastic. Ultimately, a fine night. i had so much fun. And I am sorry you couldn't come for the concert. Next time ok? Here I leave you with my favourite song and video by the beauty herself: Rihanna - Disturbia XOXO...<3 Will never forget November 13 2008. Labels: My Mind's In Disturbia Tuesday, November 11, 2008 4:32 AM 17 And Counting Wow...it's been quite some time since I last updated. Guess I'm doing so now. Just a short one I guess. It's been exactly a week since that incident happen. I still miss you so much my friend. Miss you so much. But I guess time has allowed me to let go of things that hurt so much. I will look at the brighter side of things now and remain happy. I will live my life to its fullest and stay strong. And yes: HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, Jane Lam Wai Ka Dearest Jane, I wish you a very happy birthday. May all your dreams and wishes come true. For now and many years to come. You have been an amazing friend even though we have only known each other for some time. I am lucky to have met you and thank you for everything you have done for me. Enjoy yourself on this day specially made for you. Have fun. You're the queen of the day. Hope you like the gift. :) Once again, happy birthday... XOXO...<3 Labels: Happy 17th Tuesday, November 4, 2008 5:00 PM Final Goodbye A friend. Someone who you care for and cares for you back. I lost a true friend today, whose name I would not say. I really cannot believe it. I mean, things to happen unexpectedly. I have really lost someone from my life. You have always been there for me through thick and thin, the times we have shared, and all we have been through together, I will never forget. I could always find comfort in you and you have all given me great advice in life. I will cherish every moment with you and I will forever hold you in my heart. Love you. I miss you. Thank you so much for everything. Goodbye my beloved friend. Losing someone has definitely taught me many things. Even though I can't stop thinking of it, I am breaking down now, shedding tear after tear. But, I have to be strong. I do not want to live life with regret in my mind. I will do things I set my mind to and I will not give up in any way. I will do my best. In the meantime, I need time and I need someone right now. I need to be with someone who can comfort me. Someone I truly care for now. I really need you now, and I will cherish and love the people around me, the way I did for you. Dearest friend, you will definitely be missed. Love Always. Therefore, I would like to apologise to everyone if I have ever hurt anyone, especially to everyone who means a lot to me. And especially to that special someone in my heart. Whatever it is, whatever is going thorugh between us, please forgive me. Life is too short, I realise. I never meant to hurt anyone. Let's remain together. Things happen for a reason. But we to can make things we want happen as well. We all deserve a chance. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. Losing someone definitely hurts the most. T.I ft. Rihanna - Live Your Life T.I.: " What you need to do is be thankful for the life you got. You know what I'm sayin'. Stop lookin; at what you ain't got and start bein' thankful for what you do got." Labels: You Will Definitely Be Missed Sunday, November 2, 2008 5:08 AM Can I Have This Dance? Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens - Can I Have This Dance? [Gabriella] Take my hand, take a breath. Pull me close and take one step. Keep your eyes locked on mine, And let the music be your guide. [Troy, Gabriella] Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next. (Chorus) It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you. It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do. And with every step together, we just keep on getting better. So can I have this dance (can I have this dance). Can I have this dance. [Troy] Take my hand, I'll take the lead. And every turn will be safe with me. Don't be afraid, afraid to fall. You know I'll catch you threw it all. [Troy, Gabriella] And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart) 'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are. (Chorus) It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you. It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do. And with every step together, we just keep on getting better. So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance. [Gabriella And Troy] Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide. 'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop. Let it rain, let it pour. What we have is worth fighting for. You know I believe, that we were meant to be. (Chorus)It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you (like you). It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do). And with every step together, we just keep on getting better. So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance. Can I have this dance. Can I have this dance? Well, I went to watch High School Musical 3 with my cousins on Friday. It was my treat. Since it was their holidays, I decided to bring them. Went to Vivocity. I started out the day at Kallang, Singapore Indoor Stadium again to do something. I am doing my best for you. After that, went for prayers and then finally to the cinema. The movie is awesome and I really love this scene in the movie. I am so crazy about this song. Two souls dancing together is a beautiful thing. I really wish to have this dance with only you. An awesome movie altogether. Can I have this dance?...You're One In A Million After the movie, went for dinner and then did some window-shopping. Ended up having a sleepover at my aunt's house. Saturday, went to Bugis with them again to do some shopping. It was fun. Bought some new stuff. And finally on Sunday, hanged out with my best buddies. Went to Kallang again. And then to Orchard just to chill. A great day again. A great weeked altogether with friends and families. Even though I had fun, not a minute goes by that I am not thinking of you. It's driving me crazy. I miss you. At least I know you're doing ok. Well, school starts again tomorrow. Can't wait to meet my friends and classmates again. Especially you. Hope you all had a great holiday even though it is a week. I sure did as so many things happened for me. I'm grateful. XOXO...<3 Labels: You're One In A Million