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Je' taime, Love Always. Let's see, I'm Azizul. Sweetness flows through my veins and dance is my life. Let's dance together and forever.
19 at the moment. Eggcrack on 22nd December 1990. Driving a blue Honda Fit. Learning photography. MSN: azizul14@hotmail.com Living in the west but finds the atmosphere in the east way much better. Follow me on Twitter at http://www.twitter.com/ZulDummy
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Thursday, October 30, 2008
12:00 AM
Love Lockdown Don't be fooled by the title of this post...Haha...I put it as that title simply because I went for this yesterday:
Kanye West Glow In The Dark Tour Concert Well, the day began well. Left home early to meet up with my buddies.Went to town to hang out and just chill. Had fun though. Thereafter, went to my aunt's house to fetch my cousin as we were both going to the concert together. I couldn't go with anyone else as they were busy, they had their own plans. Since it was his birthday last month, why not just bring him?...Took pictures as well...
What I wore for the day
View of Singapore Indoor Stadium
Area of our seats
The Atmosphere
Me..Shutter Shades...Fit For The Occasion
My cousin, Faiz.... We arrived rather early, around 7.45pm. So it was not packed at that time. Got our snacks and took pictures. Before the actual concert commenced, there was a beatboxing competition and performances by DJs and more beatboxers. It was so awesome I tell you. Around 9 plus, Kanye West finally emerged. He was dressed so well and his performances were all high energy and very cool. Hip-hop at its best. His raps were all amazing. He performed many hits such as Diamonds, Touch The Sky and so many more. All great performances. He even performed hits he was featured on such as Estelle's "American Boy" and Young Jeezy's "Put On". Simply incredible. The lights for the concert were sensational. Not only that, he performed his new single, "Love Lockdown" and the classic, "Gold Digger". So awesome. He closed the show with everyone's favourite, "Stronger." Wow. What a great night. Mr West is such a down-to-earth guy. Very cool and funny at the same time. During the show... All-in-all, an incredible concert. My cousin sure enjoyed it, even though he was annoying at times. After the concert, Faiz got hungry and we headed to the nearby coffeeshop near Kallang for supper. Something happened at that time which made me so happy. I met someone at that coffeeshop. I was surprised to see her. I can't describe my feelings at that time, but I was ecstatic. It's like, well, she could not go to the concert with me because she went with her sister. I realy think fate allowed us to meet. I mean, you knew I was gonna be there, but I didn't know you would be there as well. I guess, I don't know the actual reason, but I feel fate allowed us to meet. Why didn't you tell me you were there too?...I hope you enjoyed the concert as much as I did. Am I that lucky to be able to see you?...But I thank God for that moment, no matter how short. Because the truth is, I really missed you.
Where we met... Well, she went off first with her sister. Didn't want her to miss last train...Haha...Well, I sure did miss the last train, accompanying my cousin as he was eating. Forced to take the taxi home. 30 dollars for cab far lah...Aiyoh...It's Ok. Reached home around 1 plus. Well, an incredible night I must say which got even better when I saw you....I will do my very best for you...You know what I mean...Do take care...and enjoy the remaining of the holidays. I was so happy to be able to see you...I hope it was Fate that allowed me to see you...Only God knows...Hope you had a great time at the concert...I sure did. :) 29 October 2008...another date I would never forget. A night made better all because of you. More pictures will be uploaded soon. Here I leave you with a music video, from Mr West himself. It's his latest single. Enjoy everyone. Kanye West - Love Lockdown "I’m not loving you. Way I wanted to. What I had to do. Had to run from you. I’m in love with you. But the vibe is wrong. And that haunted me all the way home." XOXO...<3 Labels: Love Lockdown For You Monday, October 27, 2008
8:46 PM
Happy Deepavali First and foremost, I would like to wish all my Indian friends a very HAPPY DEEPAVALI. Hey, decided to blog today after a fun day I had. Just a short one I guess. Well, happy deepavali to everyone. I must say, today was rather a fun day. I went out with my ex-girlfriend, Sarah. We went to Vivocity, just to hang out. We watched a movie, did window-shopping and had pizza. But strictly just as friends. We caught up, joked around, took some pictures, but just as friends. We did talk about the great times we had in the past, but the feelings are just not the same now. She did mention if she wanted to get back together, but I just can't seem to do that. My feelings are for someone else, even though I do not know what I am feeling now. I guess I will just take it slow now and just do my best in everything. I will give it my all but to tell you the truth, I miss you. I miss everyone. I just want to see you again. Do take care :) I keep thinking about this quote: " If I know what love is, it is because of you." I guess this is true when you truly care for someone, because it is that someone who makes everything special. But, I am learning to let go at the same time, no matter how hard. I may have to let go soon. That may be the best way. XOXO...<3 Labels: IMY Sunday, October 26, 2008
11:32 PM
Excuse Me Momma Mishon - Excuse Me Momma (Verse 1) I was at the mall on some back to school. Tryna' cop me a couple pairs of shoes. And then I looked to my left, And I lost my breath 'cause this girl was so fresh. Really wasn't tryna' intrude. But she looked like the type I was into. And I wanted to holla, she was with her mama, felt like a catch 22. I shoulda step to her, I shoulda step to her. Any disrespect to her. But I thought she would like if I kept it polite. So I stepped and this is what I said to her. (Chorus) Excuse me momma. (hey) Your daughter's fine. (your daughter’s fine) And If I could I'd like a moment of her time. (a moment of her time) While I was shopping and I saw her walking by. So can I get her number and I'll give her mine? (Verse 2) Wishin' I could catch her by herself. Waitin' till she wasn't with nobody else. Now every time I saw her, I was tryin' to call her. And she was busy checkin' for the sales. Part of me was like just let it go. The other part of me was like, let her know. But I will never get this chance in my life again. Gotta man up and tell her so. (Hook) How should I step to her? How should I step to her? Any disrespect to her. But I thought she would like, If I kept it polite. So I stepped and this is what I said to her. (Chorus) Excuse me momma. (hey) Your daughter's fine. (so fine, so finee, so fine) And If I could I'd like a moment of her time. While I was shopping and I saw her walking by. So can I get her number and I'll give her mine? (Breakdown) Baby don’t you know that you. Got me all up in the wrong store. Now the mall's bout' to close. Crazy, but I followed you 'cause I just couldn’t take it no more. No disrespect to your mama but I need that number baby. Yeaah... (Chorus x2) Excuse me momma. (hey) Your daughter's fine. And If I could I'd like a moment of her time. While I was shopping and I saw her walking by. So can I get her number and I'll give her mine? Excuse me momma (hey) Your daughter's fine (your daughter’s fine) And If I could I'd like a moment of her time. While I was shopping and I saw her walking by. So can I get her number and I'll give her mine? New Video. Cool Dancing. Enjoy :) AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIOVANNA LIM LAN HUA... ENJOY THE DAY SPECIALLY MADE FOR YOU XOXO And It Is A Month To Somrthing Special...I Miss You...<3 Labels: Happy 19th Saturday, October 25, 2008
4:01 AM
Happy Holidays Wow...Yo people...I finally realised that it's been so long since I blogged. I've been away for sometime, but with the support of my beloved family, friends and the angel of my life, I am able to get back on my feet. Well, I must say it feels great. I can't believe I actually missed a whole week of school due to sickness. But, I am working hard now in school to make up for those days I missed. But, one particular incident changed everything. I will never forget that very Friday, 17 October. Somebody gave me the strength I needed to pick myself up. You actually care. Means the whole world to me. You were the only one I kept thinking of throughout that time. You were my cure, you are my true medicine that no doctor could ever prescribe. Thank you so much, from the bottom of my heart. I'm glad everything is ok between us now. Let's make it last. I went to school everyday this week, and managed to catch up with everyone. I sure missed everyone. Both W26P and W24D. Glad I was able to meet you all. Had to partial for two days, due to medical appointments. All that mattered to me was my health and being able to see you again. I really missed you. But I am glad we met up and caught up. Even though it was for a few moments, felt like a lifetime. Thank you again. I crave another day to take pictures with you again. But I am sure that day will come. Took some pictures of myself just to see if I was looking as healthy as ever.
Different Sides Of Me... Yaya...I have a new haircut...LOL  Giovanna...Happy Birthday To You... The week went well. Now it's the term holidays. One week. Definitely enough for me. I am gonna take good care of myself and my health this holiday. To everyone, HAPPY HOLIDAYS. DO TAKE CARE. To you, enjoy yourself and take care as well. :) And, I changed my blog song. An old song, but still as beautiful as ever. Dedicated to that special someone and to everyone I love. You're my angel and I promise, I will never leave you. Happy holidays everyone. XOXO...<3 Labels: I Miss You So Much Already Thursday, October 16, 2008
3:12 AM
Superhuman Chris Brown ft.Keri Hilson - Superhuman [Verse 1 - Chris Brown] Weak. I have been crying and crying for weeks. How'd I survive when I could barely speak? Barely eat? On my knees. [Verse 2 - Keri Hilson] Well, that's the moment you came to me. I don't know what your love has done to me. Think I'm invincible, I see through the me, I used to be. [Chorus] You changed my whole life. Don't know what you're doing to me with your love. I'm feeling all superhuman, you did that to me. A superhuman heart beats in me. Nothing can stop me here with you .Superhuman. I feel so superhuman (superhuman). I feel so superhuman. [Verse 3 - Chris Brown] Strong. Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs. Feels almost like I've had it all along. I can see tomorrow. [Verse 4 - Keri Hilson] Well, every problem is gone because, I flew everywhere with love inside of me. It's unbelieveable to see how love could set me free. [Chorus] You changed my whole life. Don't know what you're doing to me with your love. I'm feeling all superhuman, you did that to me. A superhuman heart beats in me. Nothing can stop me here with you. Superhuman I feel so superhuman (superhuman). I feel so superhuman. [Bridge] It's not a bird, not a plane. It's my heart and it's going gone away. My only weakness is you. My only reason is you. Every minute with you, I feel like I can do. Anything .Going going I'm gone away. In love. [Chorus] You changed my whole life. Don't know what you're doing to me with your love, I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me. A superhuman heart beats in me. Nothing can stop me here with you. Superhuman. Superhuman. OMG...It's Chris Brown & Keri Hilson. His new single. A beautiful song and touching video. Enjoy everyone. I love this song. The lyrics are so true. I have been out for so many days. My health has taken the better of me. I have been very weak and on top of that, my heart is going through so much. I can't take. I do not feel superhuman now. But, I hope I am recovering well. Someone has changed my life but it is OK. I decided to blog about this as this is one of my favourite songs. I want to meet everyone again. I miss them so much. I will be back soon. Take care everyone. You're loved. XOXO...<3 Labels: You Change My Whole Life Wednesday, October 15, 2008
3:39 AM
Chopped & Screwed T-Pain ft. Ludacris - Chopped N Skrewed Wonderful Music Video...Great Song...Very Innovative Enjoy It Everyone :) I will be back soon. I sure feel chopped and screwed with sickness. Love you all. XOXO...<3 Labels: I Will Be Back Soon Monday, October 13, 2008
7:44 PM
Skin R.Kelly - Skin (Chorus) I'll be touching your skin, Kissing your skin, Feeling your skin. I'll be touching your skin, Kissing your skin, Feeling your skin. (Verse 1) I feel like I'd just been let out a cage girl, Cause for so long for you I've had this crave girl. I'm waiting patiently and now your ready. Now I can tell you feel this sexy when you smile at me. Whele enter. Take it off. Come erre. Well, you're so soft. Said I would be your toy. Play with me like Lego. I'm your soldier boy. Girl you'll get no angel. You skin so beautiful. Sexy so beautiful I can't wait to find it, ride it, grind it. But first girl I really want to see you wind it, wind it, wind it, for me (yey yah) And girl before we get into it, tease me, tease me. Here's a preview of what's gonna go down. (Chorus) I'll be touching your skin. Kissing your skin. Feeling your skin. I'll be touching your skin. Kissing your skin. Feeling your skin. (Verse 2:) Girl I'll be flipping your body. So I hope you acrobotic. Girl you want my body. And I'm tryna be your habit. I push it and I grab it. I'm in you, your screaming I wanna treat it like my house. If I could, I live in it. Enter, take it off. Come erre. Shawty you're so soft. I wanna lay you down hit it couse my body be waiting, waiting, waiting. Patiently waiting. And now you're givin' it to me. I can't take it. Take it, take it, girl. I can't take it. Uuuuuuuoh. Said I'd be making noises. You'd be making noises. Yeey yeeeey yeeeh. Girl you be screaming deeper. I'll be going deeper. Of course. (Chorus) I'll be touching your skin. Kissing your skin. Feeling your skin. (Girl I'll be) touching your skin. Kissing your skin. Feeling your skin. (Bridge) Lights off. Come jump on it (baby on it baby). Do you (Oh Ohh) want it? (baby want it baby). Shawty your skin is so delightful. The sex that we havin' is so monumental. Making love over and over again. Looking at your body, did you get a tan? The way your body works from the touch of my hand. Thought u was a snake when I touched your skin. Enter, take it off. Come here. Shawty you're so soft. (Chorus) I'll be touching your skin. Kissing your skin. Feeling your skin. (Girl I'll be) touching your skin. Kissing your skin. Feeling your skin (Oh Hoooh). I just decided to blog about music today. Because I am going through so much now. I love this song by R.Kelly. It is really beautiful. Enjoy it everyone. Enjoy the video as well. :) Labels: Wanna Hold You Saturday, October 11, 2008
7:06 AM
I'm Back
Hey everyone, I'm back. Sorry I have not updated for so long. I was not well but I am doing better now. I have not recovered fully, but I am sure feeling better than before. I guess I will update now since I have time.
Well, I was discharged from hospital on Thursday morning around 1 plus. Got some sleep at home. I must admit, I was very lonely at the hospital. I sure missed everyone, especially you. You know who you are. Sorry I did mention this to anyone. I did not want any of you to worry. To those who asked about my well-doing, thank you very much. I did go to school that very Thursday because there was UT that very day. Did not want to miss it. Got to catch up with everyone except W24D peeps. Sure miss everyone, especially you. We just have not seen each other for so long. I truly miss you. Well, it was enterprise module that day. Rather fun and interesting. A bit rusty on the presentation part, but I did my best. Managed to catch up with my classmates. Especially Jane. I sure missed her. After school, went to Ang Mo Kio with Khalil. Had dinner there, despite finding it hard to find a Muslim Food Stall there. We sure got exercise, walking and sweating...Haha...Just to find a place to eat...LOL On Friday, went to school as well. Surprised my block was the first to do computing now. But I must admit, it was rather manageable. Easy I must say. Did more catching up with classmates. Some of them expected me not to come because of my health. Guessed I proved them wrong....Hahaha....Well, the day went well. After school, met up with Justin and CY. Went to KFC for an early dinner. I was supposed to go Hari Raya visiting with my family but I was rather tired. But it was OK. Oh ya, bumped into Jane at Causeway Point. Haha...Jane, I always bump into you, almost anywhere...Haha...Fated is it?...LOL...Only God knows. A great day as well... Today, went to Telok Blangah to visit my relatves. Got green packets and more bonding took place. After that, I went to meet up with my buddy for a game of pool. I beat him....Hahaha...Another great day...won't say too much... Therefore, despite feeling not well, throwing up a lot (Sorry), I did feel way better after meeting my family and friends. You sure bring meaning to my life. And BFF, thanks for lending a listening ear when I needed someone to talk to. You're a true friend. And congratulations to you too. I wish you all the best. I've changed my blog song. My favourite song at the moment. Titled Freeze. A collaboration between T-Pain and Chris Brown. A sure hit. I dedicate it to everyone. Enjoy. You all know I love dancing. And dance to it. Have fun and take care. And to you, I am truly sorry for everything. Wish I could tell you in person. I guess we have to wait for the time we meet again. I miss you dearly. I sincerely apologise. I never ever want to hurt you.  Please Forgive Me I Am Very Sorry XOXO...<3 Labels: NLWL, Please Forgive Me Tuesday, October 7, 2008
8:54 PM
Will Be Back I AM VERY SICK I WILL BE BACK SOON BUT I MISS YOU DEARLY I LOVE YOU XOXO...<3 It is so lonely being here all alone. About the previous post, which I have deleted, I would like to apologise if it hurt you in any way. I was truly expressing my feelings when I was all alone. I am truly sorry, please forgive me. Labels: I Need To See You, NLWL Monday, October 6, 2008
3:00 AM
Trading Places/ I'm Ill Usher - Trading Places [Intro][Usher Talking] Hey, I know what you used to. We gon' do something different tonight. Ohh-uuu ohhh ohhhh-uuu. [Verse 1] Now we gonna do this thing a lil' different tonight. U gonna come over and pick me up in your ride. U gon' knock and then u gon wait. Ooo, u gon' take me on a date. U gonna open my door and i'ma reach over and open yours. Gon' pay for dinner take me to see a movie. And whisper in my ear. I bet you really wanna do me. Girl now take me home and get up in Benz. Pour me up a shot and force me to the bed. [Chorus] I'm always on the top, tonight I'm on the bottom. Cause we, trading places. When I can't take no more, tell me you ain't stopping. Cause we, trading places. Now put it on me baby till I say Oooo weee. And tell me to shut up before the neighbours hear me. This is how it feels when you do it like me. We trading places. Gon' get it, get it get it, get it get it, Gon' get it, get it get it, get it get it, Gon' get it, get it get it, get it get it, We trading places. [Verse 2] I'll be waking U up to a cup of Folgers. Pancakes and eggs. I owe ya breakfast in bed, oh baby. And your orange juice sitting on the coaster. Toast on the side baby strawberry and grape jelly. You finished let me get that drink, Pull the curtain from the window. Time to get up baby let me make this bed up. Today we going shopping blow 30 on me. Make it 60, spend it like U really love me. Skip dinner and we gon' rent a movie. You order chinese food, right before U do me. You coming on strong baby let me wash my hands. She said hurry up then get your a** to bed. [Chorus] You get on top tonight, I'm on the bottom. Cause we, trading places. When I can't take no more, tell me you ain't stopping. Cause we, trading places. Now put it on me baby till I say Oooo weee. And tell me to shut up before the neighbours hear me. This is how it feels when you do it like me. We trading places. Gon' get it, get it get it, get it get it, Gon' get it, get it get it, get it get it, Gon' get it, get it get it, get it get it, We trading places. [Bridge] (Yeah) Wash the car. (Yeah) I'm gonna walk the dog. (Yeah) Take out the trash. (Yeah) With nothing but your t-shirt on. (Yeah) I'm gonna press your shirt. (Yeah) I'm gonna wrinkle mines up. (Yeah) In the kitchen girl we crazy we don't give a........Where you want me? Ohhh ohhh Ohh ohhh uuuu babyyy. Give it to me babyyy ohhhh ohhhhh ohhhh ohhhhhhh ooo-uuuu babyy. Babyyy yeaaa oooo-uuu ohhhhhhh ohhhhhh ohhhhhhh uuuuu-uuuu. [Chorus] You get on top tonight, I'm on the bottom. Cause we, trading places. When I can't take no more, you say you ain't stopping. Cause we, trading places. Now we gon' do this thing a lil' different tonight. Trading places. [Outro] Stay tuned for part 2. You been me, I been u. But we gon' switch this thing back. I'ma put it on your..... Just thought you all might enjoy this song and video. It's from Usher, come on...His new single. This song is about switching roles, trading places. A man in a woman's place and the woman in a man's place. A beautiful song in overall. Oh, dearest you, I just wish we could trade places for just a few moments, so you could see how much you are loved by me, from my perspective. How beautiful you truly are from my eyes. Everything about you is perfect in my eyes. Oh, my feelings so true for you. I love you. And I miss you so much. It's been so long since we last saw each other. I need to see you. I really do. Even if it's for the smallest of nanoseconds. It will mean the world to me. Unfortunately, I'm sick today. I really hope to see you tommorrow. You're my only true cure. Being sick sure takes over everything Really need some rest I'm sorry everyone I will see you soon Do take care. And to you, the only one I love I miss you dearly I need to see you I love you forever XOXO...<3 Blogging will resume as usual soon. Stay tuned. Enjoy the video :) Labels: NLWL, You're My Only Cure Sunday, October 5, 2008
12:27 AM
Let Me Love You Mario - Let Me Love You Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Mmmm...Yeah....Mmmm..... Yeah, Yeah [Verse 1:] Baby I just don't get it. Do you enjoy being hurt? I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt. You don't believe his stories. You know that they're all lies. Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why. If I was your man (baby you). Never worry bout (what I do)I'd be coming home (back to you). Every night, doin' you right. You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs).Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings). Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are). [Chorus:] You should let me love you. Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need. Baby good love and protection. Make me your selection. Show you the way love's supposed to be. Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you. [Verse 2:] Listen. Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts. You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame .Don't even know what you're worth. Everywhere you go they stop and stare Cause you're bad and it shows. From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know. If I was your man (baby you). Never worry bout (what I do). I'd be coming home (back to you). Every night doin' you right. You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs). Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings). Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are). [Chorus:] You should let me love you. Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need. Ooh Baby good love and protection. Make me your selection. Show you the way love's supposed to be. Baby you should let me.... [Bridge:] You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better). We should be together girl (baby). With me and you it's whatever girl, hey! So can we make this thing ours? [Chorus X3:] You should let me love you. Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need. Baby good love and protection. Make me your selection. Show you the way love's supposed to be. Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you. Mario (talking): Let me love you... that's all you need baby... This song may be quite old. But I still love it more than ever. It is simply a beautiful song. I dedicate it to you. The lyrics, the melody, is simply amazing. The dance moves are just cool. Every word of the song tells me how I feel about you. I love you more than ever. Let me love you. Could you do that. I love you,my feelings so true. You don't need anything more to love someone, but trust and sincerity is the key. Ya Allah, berikanlah kebahagian ini, walaupun sekali. Saya dengan seikhlas hati cintakan dia. Tentu ada sebab kenapa saya cintakan dia. Berikanlah saya kekuatan, ya Allah ya tuhanku. Saya cintakan kamu. I Really Want To Be With You More Than Anything In This World XOXO...<3 Labels: Let Me Love You, NLWL Saturday, October 4, 2008
7:58 AM
I'm Missing You So Much Firstly, I would like to apologise for being M.I.A, from many people. Especially you. I have not seen you for over a week now, and it is definitely affecting me deep inside. I have not been eating well, lack of appetite and so much more. I can't be myself lately, simply because, I need you in my life. I hate this distance between us. I want to be near you, even if it's just for the smallest of seconds. I miss you dearly, and I will love you. I really hope the next time we meet, the closure will be there as usual. I love being with you and I want to be with you. I miss you so much and I love you more now, more than ever.  My Little Cuz...Helmy Well, today, resumed with the Hari Raya celebrations, despite my heart being some where else. I just want to see you again. I really do. Well, went to two houses today. Both family. Luckily, both houses were in the Jurong area...Hehe...Wore my grey baju kurung today. Still looked as good as ever. Well, the visit to both houses was great. I won't say too much. Just that more catching up and bonding took place. I love you family.
Twister...So Adorable Well, more pictures will be uploaded soon. And to you, my dearest, I miss you and you know that I will always love you, no matter what. Let me be there for you always. I don't care about me, just you. You're everything in my life now. I Love You More Than Ever XOXO...<3 Labels: I Need You, NLWL Thursday, October 2, 2008
3:30 AM
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri First and foremost, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all Muslims out there. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Yesterday, marked the first day of Hari Raya, a celebration after a month's fasting. I was completely estatic even though the thoughts of you kept running in my mind. No matter what, I will always love you. I can't imagine me loving anyone else besides you, simply because my heart is set on being with you. I truly love you. And I miss you so so much. Happy Holidays to you. Love you, Love you, Love you. Well, began the day slightly later. Got dressed super nicely in my traditional baju kurung, with the songkok and kain samping as well. There is nothing wrong in dressing nicely for a special occasion. So did my mom and brother, they sure looked their best for that day. We then made our way to my aunt's house in Clementi, because that is where we go yearly on the first day of Hari Raya. Everyone would sure be there. Once we got there, everyone sure was.
Looking My Best In Blue Well, catching up and bonding immediately occured that day, with cousins whom we have not met with after so long. There was Abang Azri, Nadiah and so many more. Wah, she sure is prettier now...Heehee...We talked and asked about each other's lives. All the best to her in her upcoming 'O' levels Mathematics and also to my bro, for the upcoming 'O' levels. Woah, and also, the food there that day was amazing. Briyani, Rendang, Lontong and so much more...LOL
The Great Food After eating, did more chatting and catching up with my other cousins. Sure missed them loads. Hari Raya is sure a good time to catch up and get closer to those you miss. I also asked for forgiveness to everyone, if I've ever hurt their feelings, be it intentionally or not. And to you, oh beautiful you, I too sincerely apologise if I have ever hurt you, be it intentionally or not. You know I could never hurt you. I love you way too much to do so. However, I am still sorry and I love you so much. Well, after all that, we said our goodbyes. And the best part came after, we got our green packets. I don't have high hopes in getting a lot of collection money this year, but whatever I get, I will be content. We even took pictures. Of course must take lah, special day what...Hahaha. Thank you everyone. I love you all. Selamat Hari Raya...Maaf Zahir dan Batin. I will be doing more visiting this weekend with my family, and one of these days, with my friends. Can't Wait.
Adilah!!!
My Beloved Mum I Love You Always I Miss You So Much XOXO...<3 Labels: I Love You So Much, NLWL Wednesday, October 1, 2008
1:12 AM
Syawal Menjelma New Kids On The Block & Ne-Yo - Single My blog song. My favourite song. Dedicated to you. Key: NY=Ne-Yo, DW=Donnie, JK=Jordan, JM=Joey, () Group Sings If you ain't got no money, If you ain't got no money, If you ain't got no money, If you ain't got no money. If you independent, get your money girl. If you independent, get your money girl. If you independent, get your money girl. If you independent, get your money girl. [DW] (Spoken) Everybody in the club right now, tell the DJ to turn it loud, dedicate man your favorite song, single ladies you can't go wrong. Everybody in the club right now, tell the DJ to turn it loud, dedicate man your favorite song...
[DW] (Spoken) [NY] He don't tell you that you're beautiful, Let me tell it to you to the beat. He don't tell you that he loves you girl, (Let me sing it in harmony)
[DW] (Spoken) First and foremost, to my beloved family and to all my Muslim friends: Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin And Happy Holidays Everyone... And specially to you, even though the holidays are like two days, not seeing you for that period of time feels like a lifetime to me. I will miss the sight of you every second of my life. I want to apologise if I have ever wronged you and said things I never meant. I am truly sorry. I really love you and my feelings for you are so true. I never want to see you sad or angry at me, because it hurts me deeply more than you ever know. It feels like a knife has pierced through my heart, the deepest it can be pierced to, and there is no cure. Please forgive me if I have hurt you. You are the spark in my life, no one else can ever give. I love you. I love you so much. I never want to see you being alone. You know I would always be there for you. You are everything to me. I would do anything for you. You're priceless to me. I would fight with all my might just to be with you. As the lyrics stated above: Say you don't gotta be alone, I'll be your boyfriend. That line means so much to me. You will never be alone. If I'm not there physically, I'm there for you in your heart. Saya cintakan kamu. I Love You I Never Want To Let You Go I Will Hold On XOXO...<3 Labels: I Love You So Much, NLWL |
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